as you know,

sbenernya banyaaaak deh donlen2 yg nyolek2 minta note ttg acara semdirOriflame kemarin
hmmm, mau tulis apa yaaa.....paling bener emang dateng dan ikut langsung
deh sayang2ku.....saking bagusnya tuh acara....sampe gak tau mau mulai dari mana

jadi minta maaf ya donlen2 tercinta
bukannya gak mau nulis or sharing....mau banget....
tapi dari my point of view rasanya bukan acara semdir yang mau
aku sharing di sini....tapi lebih ke impactnya ke aku
and how i feel now....after the event....
iAllah pasti akan ada teman2 lain yang buat note ttg acara SemDir
yg kereen banget itu, FYI last SemDir Oriflame pake 3 hotel
Ritz Carlton, JW Mariott dan Intercontinental loooh
kebayang laah ya kerennya kayak apa ;-)
-keras kepala tetep gak mau cerita mode on ;p-

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okeeeh, bercerita dimulai.....

tau gak...begitu selesai semdir hari ke3....tulisan dan perkataan dare to dream di mana2
ini kepala nyut2an ....bukan...bukan pusing krn kurang makan....
bukan juga karena kurang duit (alhamdulilah) ;p ;p
tapi lebih karena takut tidak bisa mewujudkan mimpi2ku untuk tahun ini dan tahun depannya lagi ...lagi....dan lagi...

Yes....i dare to dream.....a BIG one, don't worry ;-)
BUT....honestly ya...honestly....

aku takuuuuuuut.....
takut di semdir tahun depan gak duduk di font row lagi (ah nad...u know how to pump me up, thanks for asking me ya dear, it's an honor to sit beside u in the front row, hugs.....)
takut tahun depan gak ada di list tamu VIP semdir (yg sumpah mati servisnya manteeeep bgt)
takut tahun depan gak dapat dua tiket untuk ajak mamaku ke paris (meski si mama maunya ke india ajaah...dooooh mam)
takut dan deg2an ngebayangin september mesti selesai kualifikasi diamond spy bisa ikut diamond conference di bali
takuuut...karena makin hari kok makin kebayang2 CRV dan anak2ku di dalamnya....oh oh oh....

dan aku takuuuuuutt
takut tahun depan leader2 di grupku yang ikut semdir gak sebanyak tahun ini, 13 orang bow...alhamdulilah
aku takuuut karena aku pengennya tahun depan nambah berkali2 lipat jumlahnya.....aaaah bisa gak yaaa
mau gak yaaaa mereka......tau gak siy mereka betapa asyiknya ikutan semdir

on top of everything.....
aku takuuuuuuut
takut tidak bisa menjadikan diriku bagian dari kesuksesan mereka
dan juga takuuuuut
takut tidak bisa menjadikan mereka bagian dari kesuksesanku....

pernah gak siy kalian setakut aku????
takut apa aja.....
takut gak punya uang kek....
takut pas mau resign dari kantor kek....
takut kehilangan....
and most of all ..... takut gagal......

dan aaaaahhh, sumpah....aku gak suka rasa itu
aku tahu, aku takut itu karena aku sangat INGIN mencapainya
ingiiiiiiin banget......for god only knows
sampe2 sebelum tidur....bangun tidur...
kepikiran terusss.....
meski udah berdoa....curhat sama suami....
masih aja ketakutan itu nempel...laksana perangko di amplop surat....

udaaaaah??? cuma takut doang???
ya enggaklaaah, plus MULES....hehehe :D

tapiiiii insyaAllah aku gak mau jadi orang PENAKUT
laah iya toooh, kan aneh, abis semdir mestinya kan semangat...
bukannya takut, ya nggak???

jadi harus dicari obat penawarnyaaa
iAllah sudah janjian mau OTO dengan my diamond
i should find inputs....some grip...and guts
aku tidak boleh takuuut
aku mesti menang.....

mestinya yang lebih aku takutkan kalau aku jadi mimpi buruk buat orang lain
naudzubilahminzalik.... gak mauuuu......jangan sampai.....
am not that kind of person iAllah
not now...not forever....

jadi seperti kata donlenku Acit yang cantik....
sekarang aku sudah berdamai dengan rasa takutku
lagi berusaha men'jinak'annya.....
gak papa takut....berarti aku punya keinginan
berarti aku masih normal ;-)

what i have to do now:
buat perhitungan yang matang
buat rencana yang matang
dijalanin.....with my team (halow halow...thereee ;-) )
iAllah am not scared anymore

mudah2an kalian yang baca ini
gak ikutan takut ya....
bentar ajah kalau takut mah
mending OTO aja sama aku....
biar taun depan bisa ke Paris
OR sejelek2nya belum bisa ke Paris....
ya ke SemDir 2011....dan ikut kualifikasi trip thn 2012

ok beibeeeeh......

yup rite....
judulnya gak salah....
my GREAT great-grandchild...hehehe

so, in my almost nine years of motherhood
i may only have 3 children
BUT
in my 3 years Oriflame time (hehehe)
i already have great-grandchildren lho....hoyeeeee!!!

and so if them, my grandchildren, have also grandchild of their own,
cmiiw, it makes great-grandchildren to me rite?? :-)
-qeqeqeqe puyeng dot com-

sooo intinya now i'm writing this in honor one of my great grandchild who
was just born last month, name's ibu Endang Rahayu a.k.a Eyang Ti
alias donlennya donlenku, donlenku, donlenku dan donlenku....
heeee jauuuh bener ke bawah ;-)

Eyang Ti's recognition at d'bistro February 2010

Fact about Eyang Ti:
1. she's a really chic and beautiful 62 years old lady
2. she's a make up artist, you can see her job here
3. she has other money making business here
4. so from that no 3 and 4, YES....she's a busy lady ;-)
5. BUT she still willing to start and do Oriflame business
6. she's amazingly a fast learner, not shy at all (apalagi gengsi) to learn
from us....whose age only half of hers
7. she reach her first time Director qualification only 6 months after joining
Oriflame....wohooooo!!
tell you s.t.....that 's even faster than i did ;-)...pheeeww
and also....with blog more sophisticated that mine ...again...pheeeeww

given all the facts, she's off course different to me.....
in many ways .....

she's different.....
because
unlike other person out there
who can only admire somebody else's success
without willingness to learn something good about of it

she, on the other hand....learned how to become one whose fulfill
she tried...she did things....and as a result
she REACHED it....!

i'm 34, she's 62
huuuu...i feel a lil bit shy now
mestinya i'm not supposed to santai2 skrg ya
secara umur jauh.....
secara energi (mestinya) gak (boleh) kalah yaa....

sooo, baiklaaaah mulai sekarang aku akan
berlari kencang juga Eyang Ti

i will reach whatever it is that i want to reach!

thanks for sharing your passion wih us
you're really a GREAT great-grandchild
or i prefer say a GREAT Eyang Ti :-)

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hi hi....

a lil up date regarding my life (jiyeeeeh)

alhamdulilah, bebe malik is 2 months 18 days now yay...yay...
he's almost 6kg i think
hmmm one "big n heavy" lil bebe ;-)
sudah bisa senyum2 dan ketawa kalo diajak main
nyusunya makin banyaaaak.....(the reason why his cheek is sooo chubby)

malik n the bear

n even eke baru lahiran tetep menerima job
counseling di rumah hehehe
spt ini misalnya jeng Sisil.....berhubung jam counselingnya
sama dengan jam "main"nya malik, ya sutra
digabruk jadi satu aja deh...sounseling dan baby sitting ;p
auntie sisil -the soon the SM leader - n bebe malik

as for kalila and nawal are having their Ujian Akhir Semester
for the last 2 weeks been quite hard for me (notice: for me...not for lilnaw)
siiigh.....as they really find that "studying is a boring thing ibu....
and above all...we already knew it all!!"
haaah..grrrrrr......kesyeeeel deh ibu klo lilnaw udah sotoy begini
ya sutralah...suka2 aja....lagian ibu juga dah ribet sama bebe malik
so we'll see ya lilnaw....kalo raportnya gak sesuai dgn ur term of
'gancil bu...' --> gancil = gampang = nilai bagus hopefully
makaaaa ibu sharah akan press button 'ibu galak mode on'

oh oya almost forget niy
lilnaw had their very first piano recital in november
they play confidently.....am a proud mama to see them
playing with the gigantic piano..compare to their figure ;-)
lila ;-)

nawal ;-)

come to my bizniz...... as u know....oriflame gitu loooch
last month i just delivered another leader to SM level
alhamdulilah....means i officially entering SGD qualification
parallel to GD qualification
and now am working hard to make it parallel with to SaphD qualification
amiin iAllah.....

so here is my new bebe ;-)

mb ade tatiana....congrats ya dear
another 4mio/month leader just being born hehehe
mariii kita tingkatkan menjadi 8 digit....segera!!!! ;-)

mb ade yg paling kiri.....2 lainnya ini numpang ngetop ajah hihihi
(ampun ririn n denti.....luv u mwaach ;p)

and these are photograph picture taken
from d'bistro...

UNGU theme ;-)

Triple S team with Andreas

Mengenang 1 tahun peristiwa PIM hehehe
denti-shartje-devi-egha
i lov u dear ;-)

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